Crushed on "her"

I think i just fell for "her"... My concious is slowly slipping away...

The felling towards "her" is slightly growing...
He who is true to his heart will get it,
In someways of life, would I know which?
Neither of any technique can solve this stich,
Knowledge of sea can I find it?

In the mist of love where all answer lies...
May I find these words which she'll realize...

Innocent smile hidden within....
Night will shine when it's revived...

Losing my mind and being covered up with thoughts about her.
OMG... I'm walking straight into the darkest and deepest abyss...
Vaguely being traped in the smile of a goddess.
Endlessly wondering, hoping enlightment will deal with this turbulence.

While knowing I'm the only one to blame...
If somehow I could just claim,
The thoughts of "her's" where I know not...
How wonderful is life to have no doubt

Yet no direction could break this never-ending maze...
Over the rainbow there is light, but will I find?
Undone this event and let time flows back where i was still pure...

Nevertheless I'm still in a dazed...
If onli I have the courage,
Could this dream of mine be a reality?
Or will it remain just as a spark of mist?
Lend me your strength oh God....
End this illusions and make it real....

Cowardly walking past not even dare to make eye contacts...
Another soul being tortured in the name of 'Love"
Neither anything nor anyone could undone this puzzle...
Define of the wise will clear these trials...
Yearn in the forest where no one will answer...
Findind for truth yet no hope could befound...
Lost in these woods where only illusions of "her" will appear...
Of everlasting wanders, would I find the real "her" ?
Still walking and seaching for the holy smile that's bestow upon "her"
Should I be bold when I truly found "her" ?


(Oh... I just found out that there's a 'her' too before this post...)
(Just to make sure you don't mixed up with the 2 of them...)
(they're not the same person!!!!!)